StaY…

Stay…

Everybody who knows me call me like that…

Actually, I don’t know where that name came from, but I love that so much…

But, I don’t want that I do is the same just like my name…

I don’t want to STAY in the same place and not moving anywhere…

I want to move forward and go ahead better that others…

I don’t want to STAY to do the same things that are wrong…

I want to fix the things that I realize are totally wrong…

I don’t want to STAY to do my bad habits…

I want to change that and have better character which is what God wants…

But, there is one exception…

I want to STAY to live in Jesus’ ways and STAY becomes his child that does what Jesus wants me to do…

Patch Adam...

Yesterday, I watched a very nice film…

The title is “Patch Adam”…

I think that film was really great and teach me to help other people and give them happiness...

Actually, I couldn’t stand to cry when Patch (Robbie Williams) in the last scene make the old lady’s dream comes true…

The old lady’s dream is to swim in the noodle pool…

And Patch makes it for her…

But, my dad was beside me at that time…

So, I was shy to cry at that time…

Patch’s determination to help people is really excellent and that’s a really good example that we can learn and do that in our real life…

I was wondering if all the humans being have a determination like Patch’s has, this world will be so peace…

Quite Time…

The last two days, I’ve tried to have a quite time in the morning for 10 minutes…

It was hard to wake up earlier because I really love sleep…

I did that because I was remembered by my character building teacher that life is belong to God…

She asked, “How much time that you give to God in each day??”

After that, I realized that in my life time, I didn’t have a special time for God that gave me this life…

So, in the last two days, I’ve tried to wake up 10 minutes earlier; then I red Our Daily Bread book and prayed to God…

I want to make that become my habit although it’s not easy to change…

But, I’ll do my best to wake up early…

My Life is Belong to God…

My life now isn’t belong to me…

My life is belong to God…

He gives me this life and He can take it from me now if He wants…

So, I think I have to do what God wants me to do in this life and always walk in God’s ways…

If everybody in this world realizes that, there mustn’t be crimes and other things bad that can destroy this world, because this life is belong to God…

Just do the best for God, because this life is belong to God…

The Lesson of Life…

In the 10 grade, I felt that Character Building was a very boring lesson and I didn’t like it so much…

Also, the teacher always lectured my class every single week and I felt that I didn’t study anything from that lesson (just listened the teacher lectured my class)…

At that time, I always thought that the teacher always teach us about attitude and character but she herself didn’t have good attitude by lecturing my class every single week without know the situation (I’m really sorry about that, but I really think that was not my class’ fault. That was because of the afternoon period made us really sleepy and not concentrated anymore)…

But NOW in the 11 grade, I really love character building and also the teacher (the study period for character building not in the afternoon anymore!!)…

Why??

Because I can learn more about various things that are really useful in my life later…

The teacher always tells about interesting stories that have really deep meaning inside that…

The teacher said that she also still study from the material that she give to my class because she realize that she still hasn’t got perfect character…

I surprised because I think all the teacher always think that he/she is the person that know everything in the class better that the students…

But, not for her…

I think Character Building is the most useful subject than the others (Math, Physics and many more) because Character Building is a lesson of life…

Never Had a Dream Come True...

“Never Had a Dream Come True” (I don’t know the exactly singer) is the second song that I like after “Someone’s Watching over Me”…

Actually the point of this song is about love…

This is one of love song that I like…

But I can get another point that is really important for me…

The music of this song is really nice and the lyrics have really good meaning…

I’ll copy the lyrics:

Never Had a Dream Come True

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

Chorus :

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory
I've lost all sense of time
And so my road can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or might have been

Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

Chorus

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
Yes you will, say you will, you know you will
Oh baby, you'll always be the one I know I'll never forget
There's no use looking back or wondering
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye
No no no no

Chorus

There’s one girl that has to move from one place and has to leave her boyfriend…

She really loves her boyfriend because with him, she can be a better person and her dreams become come true…

She realizes that time cannot go back and she has to leave all the things with him…

She realizes that there’s no use to looking back to the past time…

She realizes that the important thing is what she should do now…

But, she always keeps her boyfriend in her mind and she will never forget him forever in her life…

I like this song because this song is really make me remember about something in past time that exactly the same with this song…

Its make me remember about “someone” that I love…

Until now, I always try to forget about him, but I always remember about his smile and his kindness…

I really try to forget him anyway…

But the important thing, with this song I learn to face the future without looking back to past time because we cannot fix them…

And also I learn that if we like or love someone, the person that we love has to bring something great to our life (dreams in this song) or make us become a better person… Don’t love someone that can make your life become worst and bring nothing good to your life...

Like a song “Best in Me” by Blue…

The Chorus:

‘Cos you bring out the best in me

Like no-one else can do

That’s why I’m by your side

And that’s why I love you

Quotes about Dreams...

I’ll write several quotes about dreams…

Some I get from Gogirl magazine and the others from website…

And also several quotes from myself…

“If you can imagine it, you can achieve it; if you can dream it, you can become it.”-William Arthur Ward

For me, it means if we’ve already state our dreams in our mind, we definitely can reach that dream (with a very big effort)…

“To dream anything that you want to dream. That’s the beauty of human mind. To do anything that you want to do. That is the strength of the human will. To trust yourself to test your limits. That is the courage to success.”-Bernard Edmonds

For me, it means that it’s natural for human to dream that they want to do… But the important thing is we have to believe in our self and know our potentials… And, it will go to the success…

“To accomplish great things, we must not only act, but also dream; not only plan, but also believe.”- Anatole France

For me, it means dreams are important in our life to do and become a big thing in life…

“I have learned that if one advances confidently in the direction of his dreams, and endeavors to live the life he has imagined, he will meet with a success unexpected in common hours.”- Henry David Thoreau

For me, it means if we have dreams in our life and we follow the right way to reach that dreams, we definitely can go to that dreams and reach an unexpected success…

“No one should negotiate their dreams. Dreams must be free to flee and fly high. No government, no legislature, has a right to limit your dreams. You should never agree to surrender your dreams.”- Jesse Jackson

For me, it means we have to dream as high as we can and there’re no people that can complaint about them… So, we shouldn’t give up reaching that dreams…

“Never hesitate to state your dreams as high as you can. Think it, state it, chase it, do it and you’ll become it. Just believe in yourself”-myself

Definitely know the meaning, right??

Dreams...

When I bought a Gogirl magazine (the best magazine ever for me) this month, there’s an article about dreams...

For me, it is really interesting and useful…

I’ll write several points that I get from that article…

Dream is really important to decide our way in our life

So, we have to decide our dreams from now and start to pursue them

There are no dream that too big to be true, so just dream as high as you can

Whatever it is, just state in your mind : “I want to …..”

Always have positive mind… Just think that you can reach your dream whatever it is…

Break all your problem and border that can obstruct your way to your dreams

We have to know our potentials and know about ourselves

Do not care to others’ opinion about your dreams because those are only small interrupt that means nothing…

Just continue dreaming; be sure and believe that can be true

Just think that dream is a place… And there’s must be a ways to reach that place…

You have to really know what’s your dream and follow the best path to be there

Keep yourself motivated… Can be by encouraging quotes or inspiring books… (Or for me, it can be a song)

Be sure with your mind, heart, and with all of your cells in your body that you can reach your dream

I think dreams are really important in life…

Because without dreams, we won’t know what direction that we want to go…

But, don’t just dream it, but also we have to do a lot of effort to reach it…

(ps : Thank’s to Gogirl Magazine… I’ve studied a lot from that magazine… Just try to buy it…)

Best Song Ever…

As you know, I love all songs that can inspire me to be better…

But, I have one favorite song that always in my mind forever…

The title is “Someone Watching over Me” by Hillary Duff…

At first, I wasn’t really interested at this song because the tone is not really good…

But, there is an extremely nice meaning inside that song which makes me really love this song…

I’ll copy the lyrics :

"Someone's Watching Over Me"

Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight

Chorus :

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I won’t be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

Chorus

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

Chorus

This song tells that there is a person who has a really big dream and in the way to reach her dream, she found a lot of trouble and one day she wants to run away from that problems…

But, something pulls her back which is her reason to reach that dream…

She forgets that she has that reason…

So, she won’t give up with all of those troubles because she realizes that life is always moving around…

She also wants to be strong and won’t be afraid even it seems there’s no way out because she believes that God always be with her (that’s the mean from “Someone Watching over Me”)…

She believes God has great purpose in her life (that’s the mean of ‘the destiny that shining all the time’), so she will follow the way that God has given to her…

She never looks back to the past time because she knows that she cannot fix that and what she thinks is always about the future and what she have to do now to reach her dream…

She never care about what other people want to say about he dreams (maybe some people say that all of that is impossible) and also about the time for reach that dream…

She just wants to believe to herself that he can reach that dream…

The important thing is only she do the right thing and she always follows her heart because God is always be with her…

For me, this song has a very deep meaning which can make me have spirit again when I’m down…

With just listen to this song and I’ll remember to never give up and always believe that God always be with me…

The Meaning of a Song...

Sometimes, I love a song not from the tone, music or the band…

I can really love a song just from the lyrics….

If the lyrics are so meaningful and can motivate me to become a better person; although the tone and the music is not good or is sang by infamous singer; I can really love that such that song….

To be honest, I don’t like or sometimes hate love song (although not all love song)…

You know why??

Because sometimes the contents of love song are only sweet words which is a big lie (in my opinion)…

Although I know not all love songs are bad and really come from the composers' deep hearts…

Homework....

I have a lot of homework from Ma'am Lawira for next week....
It's really crazy and I really don't want to do all of them...
It can takes hours to finish all of that...
Hope I can have Doraemon to help me finish all of them with his nice equipments in his miraculous pocket....
Heheheeee....

My plan is I want to finish all of that tommorow......
Hope I can do that....

Unfair...

I'm a little bit...... Ehmmmm....
I don't know the best word for that...
But the point is I feel really unfair....

You know why??
Because my host mom replied my friend's e-mail (my friend who was in the same family and home with me), but she didn't reply my e-mail....

Instead, my host mom replied my friend's e-mails 2 times....!!!

I really feel unfair....
In fact, she should reply my e-mail too, right??

What's the use of O Level??

This evening, I went to Savoy Homan Hotel because there is education expo by Vista there...

And, I asked about many things that related about study in outside country especially in US....

I asked a lot of thing and then I asked about O Level....

I asked,
" If I have O Level certificate and also Senior High National Exam certificate, which one is
more useful for study overseas??"
And the people at there answer,
" I prefer the Senior High National Exam certificate than O Level.... Because O Level is just
the same as 1st grade of senior high...... So, the level of National Exam is higher than O
Level.... Actually you don't really need O Level..."

That thing makes me think.....
So, what's the use of O Level??

Relieve

Fuuuh....

Finally, ma'am Lawira sent me the reply of my summary....
And the mark is 8....
Not bad, right??

Now, I feel really relieve.....

Confuse.....!?!

Ok2...

Now I really confuse...

I have sent my assigment (the summary one about twins) to Ma'am Lawira's e-mail, but she didn't give me the reply and the mark....
I really confuse whether my summary was successful to send or not...
Actually, I was in hurry when I wanted to send the summary becoz I wanted to go somewhere with my parents....

Oh Gosh.....!!

I hope Ma'am Lawira forget to send me the reply....
Becoz if not, I will not get mark for my assignment.....
It will be so bad.....

Later, I guess I just want to give her the print out from my assignment....
I scared I fail to send my assignment with e-mail....

Oh nooo.......