Where ever You Will Go...

This is the song by The Calling... The lyrics from this song is really suitable with my reality that I face in the past time... Really want to forget all the things that already left behind in fact...
This words are always in my mind : " I'll go where ever you will go "...


Where ever You Will Go...


So lately, been wondering
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a great wave shall fall yeah fall upon us all
Then between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

And maybe, I'll find out
A way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Then I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

Run away with my heart
Run away with my hope
Run away with my love

I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart, in your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go
I'll go wherever you will go

Be One...

Regret

The only word that can explain my feeling

Time

That I imagine can be so extensive

To be with him

To stare at his innocent face

To adore his kindness

To listen to his sweet voice

End

Before he knows

What exactly I feel with him

And also

Before I know

What exactly he feels with me

He goes

To a foreign land

Where the whole thing is totally different

More than billion miles separating us

Without know when he will return

He’s there

I’m here

Just distance that we face

Don’t know what can make us reunite

Just miracle

And God’s wish

That can make us

Be one

I make this poem because this afternoon at IP something reminds me again with my first love…

Thing that makes me feel so regret with the past time…

I really don’t know what he feels to me!!

Actually before this, I really want to forget him, because in my opinion it almost impossible for me and him to be one and maybe meet again…

So sad…T.T

Ps : This is the first poem that I make and actually I don’t know how to make a good poem… The words in this poem are really simple… But this poem is really shows what I feel now and before I tried to forget him…

Wanna Try....

I really want to try to make poem like calo and yosh...

But, I still thinking about what I want to write...

Really want to write about LOVE, but I'm not in love with someone (not now but will)...
Heheheeee...

Maybe I'll write about other things...
I'll think about that..

After this, I'll see the sky (like calo does) and try to make a poem...

So, I wanna try...

Drum : Life of Music...

In my opinion, drum is life of music...

Why??

Because music will be so quite and boring without drum...

Just try to feel it...

Drums...

Yesterday at church, I played drum with my band ( Jonathan, Kevin, WA ) for the service...

Kevin plays Keyboard, WA and Jonathan play bass and electric guitar ( and also Raynald, but he was sick yesterday )...

And me myself play drum...

In Saturday, we did some exercises and it took really long time...

In Sunday morning, I was a little bit late arrived at church because of my sister ( she took a long time to dress!! )...

And I played drum with very sleepy eyes because I lacked of sleep the night before...

So, I wasn't really concentrate at some songs...

And also, the person on the back ( you'll know if you're the member of my church ), made me nervous and I played drum with half of the ordinary loudness that I usually play...

He will lecture me if I play so loud!!

No need to know actually...

Heheheeee....

ps : Sorry for Kevin, Jona and WA... I didn't play well yesterday... Hohohooo....

StaY…

Stay…

Everybody who knows me call me like that…

Actually, I don’t know where that name came from, but I love that so much…

But, I don’t want that I do is the same just like my name…

I don’t want to STAY in the same place and not moving anywhere…

I want to move forward and go ahead better that others…

I don’t want to STAY to do the same things that are wrong…

I want to fix the things that I realize are totally wrong…

I don’t want to STAY to do my bad habits…

I want to change that and have better character which is what God wants…

But, there is one exception…

I want to STAY to live in Jesus’ ways and STAY becomes his child that does what Jesus wants me to do…

Patch Adam...

Yesterday, I watched a very nice film…

The title is “Patch Adam”…

I think that film was really great and teach me to help other people and give them happiness...

Actually, I couldn’t stand to cry when Patch (Robbie Williams) in the last scene make the old lady’s dream comes true…

The old lady’s dream is to swim in the noodle pool…

And Patch makes it for her…

But, my dad was beside me at that time…

So, I was shy to cry at that time…

Patch’s determination to help people is really excellent and that’s a really good example that we can learn and do that in our real life…

I was wondering if all the humans being have a determination like Patch’s has, this world will be so peace…