In the dark
Seems no way out
Do not discern the direction
Almost fall into darkness
But…
There’s one hand
Grip me
Save me
Rise me up from my tumble
Hands that stay grip my hands
And guide me
To find the way out
To the glory
That hand belong to Someone
Someone who I’ve made cry
Cos of what I’ve done
I’ve found one more song which is really nice and inspiring. The first time I heard it was in the plane when I wanted to go to Europe this holiday. Actually that was not the first time because I’ve heard it when I took homestay program in US, but not really notice the lyrics. The title is “This Is Me” by Demi Lovato, the actress in the “Camp Rock” film (not yet enter Indonesia actually).
Just try to read the lyrics and you can download the song if you like it.
This Is Me
I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show, it's time
To let you know
To let you know
This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way
This is real, This is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you, I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you, I gotta find you
This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me (this is me)
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
This song teaches me to let the world know what my dreams are and what I want to be.
If I think deeply, this song is really the same with me and with my personality because sometimes I feel afraid to tell other people about what I want to be.
The girl in this song has a really great dream, but she always afraid to tell other people about her dreams and what she want to be.
But, she doesn’t want to be like that anymore and want to tell the world what she wants to be and prove it although the way seems far away.
The only thing that she can do is she has to believe in herself that she can do and reach all of her dreams in her life.
The song really teaches me other new things in my life.
This holiday I went to South Europe with my family from 24th September to 4th October. The route was started from Milan– Nice– Monte Carlo– Cannes– Avignon– Lourdes– Andorra – and was ended in Barcelona, Spain. I had to absent from school for 2 days because the holiday was on the 27th September, in the other hand the tour was started on 24th September. The flight took about 13 hours by Singapore Airlines. The tour was really nice and enjoyable; the tour leader was also really crazy because he is still young and always has “crunchy” jokes that made us laughed every single day.
The view in that entire place was really interesting and each city has its own characteristics which is different from each other. I was so excited to go to another city although it needed a whole day to enter new city or country. For me, the most adorable view in the route was Monte Carlo which is in the small country called Monaco. When entered the city, I could saw a very astonishing city from the top of the mountain to the edge of the beach. Actually, it was also rather scary because the way was really steep and small for the bus, so if the bus driver does just a little mistake, the bus can easily fall to ravine. I also could saw the track of the Formula 1 Race in Monte Carlo which is actually just an ordinary small way in the center of the city.
At Cannes, I could saw the beach where Mr. Bean took some scene (in “Mr. Bean’s Holiday” he wants to go to Cannes). That looked not as great as in the movie actually.
Unfortunately, when I arrived at Lourdes (small village where Virgin Maria showed herself to a small poor girl 150 years ago), I was sick and couldn’t went around the city and also took a cross way (“jalan salib”). I had to stay in the hotel for a whole day. That was really boring. But fortunately, I could recover quickly from my sickness and the next day I could do the tour again.
Barcelona was really nice, but a lot of pick pocket there because the law allow the people to steal money which is less than 300 Euro.
I just came back from Europe 2 days ago and now I’m really stress with all the test that I have to do because I was absent for 2 days. Maybe more than 4 test that I have to do. And also I still want to have some more holidays because I think it’s not enough. Maybe 4 days more… Agree??
Regret
The only word that can explain my feeling
Time
That I imagine can be so extensive
To be with him
To stare at his innocent face
To adore his kindness
To listen to his sweet voice
End
Before he knows
What exactly I feel with him
And also
Before I know
What exactly he feels with me
He goes
To a foreign land
Where the whole thing is totally different
More than billion miles separating us
Without know when he will return
He’s there
I’m here
Just distance that we face
Don’t know what can make us reunite
Just miracle
And God’s wish
That can make us
Be one
I make this poem because this afternoon at IP something reminds me again with my first love…
Thing that makes me feel so regret with the past time…
I really don’t know what he feels to me!!
Actually before this, I really want to forget him, because in my opinion it almost impossible for me and him to be one and maybe meet again…
So sad…T.T
Ps : This is the first poem that I make and actually I don’t know how to make a good poem… The words in this poem are really simple… But this poem is really shows what I feel now and before I tried to forget him…
